How diff am 'i' ??

To remark at someone is an easy job... to look at oneself is a tough one...
Well to make things clear, i never was & never am a guy everyone could be proud of. I am as imperfect as things could get, i am only human and a sloppy one at that too. If i were to be writing a blog post on me, believe me it would be long. One look at my blog would give an idea to you that i see myself to be above all the other mentioned characters... {well it aint true...not that i care that u think that way...} Well i merely write about things that bug me or my philosophies. Well this ain't a clarification post of sorts but is a post i am doing to clarify to u that i dont give a fuck about clarifying to u, If u understand me well u would know wat i mean... I have acted more and more like the ppl i scold in here, when i started a blog i was so psyched about the fact that i was going to "write" my thoughts...something i have avoided all my life, i went all guns blazing. It wasn't me to do wat i have done and as i realized the shell is breaking...i am becoming the man i pretend to be. I always had that weird respect for blogging...that and the apparent me mixing into one resulted in me doing weird stuff...ah well i am back in control now, and you wont see me 'selling' myself off.

Songs That Live In You

Everybody has a set of song/bands/Artists they call are their own. Everyone has their own genre, mine was Rap, and the meaning in a few songs...emotions...and thought hat go into its making... then i heard Metallica's Nothing Else Matters, i couldn't think straight after hearing that song, thats when i evolved from rap to Rock. And you always have songs that always hit you, songs which more to you because of the way we see that song, and how deep it touches us, well there are four song which i would die for

Led Zeppelin -- Stairway to Heaven
Staind -- Outside
Metallica -- Nothing Else Matters
Poets of The Fall -- Carnival of Rust

I can't imagine how people can be soo soo damn good, how can they even come up with such a master piece, since the first 3 r quite popular i wont put up the lyrics here, but the 4th song is a master piece heard it two days ago and can't get over it. Must have heard it a few hundred times and nothing like it, all the four songs are my most favorite songs.

Here watch it!! Watch

Lyrics: Carnival Of Rust

D' you breathe the name of your saviour in your hour of need,
And taste the blame if the flavor should remind you of greed?
Of implication, insinuation and ill will, 'til you cannot lie still,
In all this turmoil, before red cape and foil come closing in for a kill

Come feed the rain
'cause I'm thirsty for your love dancing underneath the skies of lust
Yeah, feed the rain
'cause without your love my life ain't nothing but this carnival of rust

It's all a game, avoiding failure, when true colors will bleed
All in the name of misbehavior and the things we don't need
I lust for after no disaster can touch, touch us anymore
And more than ever, I hope to never fall, where enough is not the same it was before

Come feed the rain...
'cause I'm thirsty for your love dancing underneath the skies of lust
Yeah, feed the rain
'cause without your love my life ain't nothing but this carnival of rust
Yeah, feed the rain
'cause I'm thirsty for your love dancing underneath the skies of lust
Yeah, feed the rain
'cause without your love my life ain't nothing but this carnival of rust

Don't walk away, don't walk away, oh, when the world is burning
Don't walk away, don't walk away, oh, when the heart is yearning
Don't walk away, don't walk away, oh, when the world is burning
Don't walk away, don't walk away, oh, when the heart is yearning
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Amen!!

What u might find here.....

Religious bullshit, Astrology, Good decent language {as the general crowd perceive it, for all i care "fuck off" and bye mean the same to me...} and stuff which is socially accepted or is politically correct...these r things u will definitely NOT find on my blog, if u get offended by my views then fuck u...this blog is about my views and my take on things...if u still want to protest u can try, the farthest u r going to get is licking my ass...and for all those feminists "FUCK U ALL". come on ppl Astrology {its more like ass-trology, ppl telling about ur future seeing ur ass....u never know it might even happen...}, and why is fuck a bad word...or sex a indecent word...u all do it, or will do it {the hopeless lot who will never do it...god help u}...


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i am dinesh,but u can call me dinu,
i ain't an african bantu or a japenese ainu,
and u r definitely not the one i am in debt 2,
and what i am going to write here ain't taboo

blog is about my life, my sole,& this is what i value,
oh hell u can argue, but this is just the preview,
i dont give a damn about how u construe,
and for everyone who think i suck, all i say is "FUCK U"

My First Post.......

Well the first thing that comes to anyones mind is the name of the blog...well it is not an abbreviation, it is LIFE backwards....if u want to know why i have chosen so, u will know...just keep reading...ever met a guy who hated books, dint give a damn about literature and writing something without being forced to, was the last thing he would possibly do, well i am that guy...my inspiration comes from this comic strip... since i have taken calvin's word seriously i though lets start a blog...rather was encoraged to by my man sam {hey dude thanks for the comic strip)
and so for my fisrt post i am doing another first...i wrote my first poem...

the link i chose was "myth called life"....this poem is dedicated to sam and that link...

backdrop of this poem is my frustration to the many false characters one puts up to fit into the society


and the poem/rap goes like this


I am done with the false attitudes,
all their life, faking at any magnitude,
the same damn thing across all latitudes,
ppl living selfishly without any gratitude

U r living in a fucking shell,
does that even ring a bell,
or should i just jump in a well,
and meet u straight in hell

I am ashamed to live in a world where these kinda ppl r rife,
what the fuck, i fell like a screwed up lowlife,
all i feel like doing is cut my throat with a knife,
& end this precious thing they call L.I.F.E

well i was amazed that i came up with such trash....well sorry sam u deserve better...:D..well this will be the last time i write a poem i guess...ok people feel free to use the comment option...it is there for a reason...