People say "don't be selfish"
People say "always help others"
But i don't give a fuck about what ppl say...all i care is what "I" say...i mean ppl will say anything when they have idiots who listen...who r "ppl"...its us, u, me...
why is it that it is always "Do u think everyone will like it?" "Do u think i look good?" or "But he said it was good to be that way" "but he told me not to do that"...everyone today do stuff coz they want others to think they r something...everyone is selfless...no one is selfish...no one even cares if it is good or bad...they don't make an effort to know if its good or bad...they do it coz "they said so"...all ppl want is to have fame, to be liked, to be admired, to be thought as someone...all ppl want is "to be seen as" but noone really cares about "being" that person....
This is nothing but selflessness...u r removing the self from the man...from his identity, the few who do manage to maintain it r said to be stupid, bad, outcasts...
well the title suggests that i have not been selfless...well its not totally true...i have done stuff ppl would have never imagined...but we learn from those mistakes, atleast thats wat "everyone says"... :)
PS:This has been inspired from "The Fountainhead", but its like this...these r like Newton's Laws...these r always true...no matter who finds it out they r still called "newton's laws", its just who said it first...everyone else has just copied...
ATTENTION!!!!
Issued in Public Interest
Saturday, February 17, 2007
Friday, February 16, 2007
A page from my diary....
Ppl i am 'officially' known as "D Dinesh Reddy" to the world....although only Dinesh would be nice, anyways this post is about a day in my life...well most ppl who make the effort of reading this r probably ppl i know, reading this coz i pest them a lot to do the same...but anyways...i am dinesh, did my schooling in PORPS,hyd...now doing my engg in JIIT,delhi {read noida}...and i stay in the coll hostel...
As usual my day starts at 12midnite, just came back from a friend's room, dint know wat to do...though i should study....make my parents proud...then heard "Nothing Else Matters" in the lobby...so shunted the idea of studies and started making a play list...added 5 hrs of music and 5 songs later i realised that it was already 12:30... started planning my next day in my head...planned to sleep now, wake up very early and study for my exam at 11:15...well that was the last of my exams{test 1}, just when i planned to sleep, arrow{very very weird, but very good friend of mine and fellow clanmate} came in and told me to join dota....after a bit of thinking about my future i decided that its fucked up anyways, so joined dota{its a warcraft 3 map{ppl who dont know wat w3 is, just neglect this line...its a game by the way}} after arrow promised that we r playing only one match...i got up at 4am after having played 3 matches and lost all hope on the exam the next day...the exam was OOPS(Object Oriented Programming)by the way that all i knew about that course, slept then and woke up in time and went for the exam...the exam is an other story...lol...took the question paper...read the first page of the paper and thought "ok the first page is not wat i am good at, lets see the 2nd page"...turned the page and blank...the first page was the whole question paper...well managed to scribble something in some very vague for of english...looked more like egyptian...these r some tricks of the trade...u can get marks later coz the thing u wrote was just bad presentation.. :)
anyways was back and just dozed off...woke up at 5pm... a friend calls me up to practice rap from a song by 'Papa Roach'-"Between Angels and Insects" for being the rapper in their band...after irritating my roomie with my rap for a few mins and an analysis of his face....thought of leaving the singing to eminem and becoming a ghost writer...took my pen started thinking... came up with this
I got a call, and was told to learn a song asap,
i was left wondering if it was a mishap,
i though that i could fucking rap,
but it just turns out to be whole lot of crap.
well after this rap/poem i lost all hope of the rap community calling me...well had to take my mind of all this...so was on rock mode...thanks to metallica, iron maiden, slipknot and system of a down made it safely back to being normal{some might still argue}...then it happened to ring to my mind that it was valentines day...got really excited...no not because of all the "love" in the air...but coz this is one of the few days in a year u get to see ppl being dumb & stupid i.e being themselves and even wear this crap proudly...after laughing about when to the mess, came back had a small chat with the more sane ppl in this world and then sat down to write all this...
kinda weird ain't it?? well that one of the more normal days in my life...
As usual my day starts at 12midnite, just came back from a friend's room, dint know wat to do...though i should study....make my parents proud...then heard "Nothing Else Matters" in the lobby...so shunted the idea of studies and started making a play list...added 5 hrs of music and 5 songs later i realised that it was already 12:30... started planning my next day in my head...planned to sleep now, wake up very early and study for my exam at 11:15...well that was the last of my exams{test 1}, just when i planned to sleep, arrow{very very weird, but very good friend of mine and fellow clanmate} came in and told me to join dota....after a bit of thinking about my future i decided that its fucked up anyways, so joined dota{its a warcraft 3 map{ppl who dont know wat w3 is, just neglect this line...its a game by the way}} after arrow promised that we r playing only one match...i got up at 4am after having played 3 matches and lost all hope on the exam the next day...the exam was OOPS(Object Oriented Programming)by the way that all i knew about that course, slept then and woke up in time and went for the exam...the exam is an other story...lol...took the question paper...read the first page of the paper and thought "ok the first page is not wat i am good at, lets see the 2nd page"...turned the page and blank...the first page was the whole question paper...well managed to scribble something in some very vague for of english...looked more like egyptian...these r some tricks of the trade...u can get marks later coz the thing u wrote was just bad presentation.. :)
anyways was back and just dozed off...woke up at 5pm... a friend calls me up to practice rap from a song by 'Papa Roach'-"Between Angels and Insects" for being the rapper in their band...after irritating my roomie with my rap for a few mins and an analysis of his face....thought of leaving the singing to eminem and becoming a ghost writer...took my pen started thinking... came up with this
I got a call, and was told to learn a song asap,
i was left wondering if it was a mishap,
i though that i could fucking rap,
but it just turns out to be whole lot of crap.
well after this rap/poem i lost all hope of the rap community calling me...well had to take my mind of all this...so was on rock mode...thanks to metallica, iron maiden, slipknot and system of a down made it safely back to being normal{some might still argue}...then it happened to ring to my mind that it was valentines day...got really excited...no not because of all the "love" in the air...but coz this is one of the few days in a year u get to see ppl being dumb & stupid i.e being themselves and even wear this crap proudly...after laughing about when to the mess, came back had a small chat with the more sane ppl in this world and then sat down to write all this...
kinda weird ain't it?? well that one of the more normal days in my life...
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